Recent Entries

  • My Sunshine

    My dearest Sunshine... I crave you immensely for I feel this is destiny. All the things I will do for you, I wait for you to ask of me. I know you are the one I've been waiting for, my love, my sunshine, my girl, my beautiful without even questioning. You can piece together and warm my once fr...
  • .

    The universe bares no ill to me, I bare no ill to it. As for the Gods, I feel that more presence would be very much appreciative by everyone seeking and needing some sort of guidance and belief within themselves. I understand that this is our world and life but, as for the form of what comes next or...
  • Waiting on the next broken promise.

    Did you ever think that to the nuts inside, the peanut is like their whole universe? I mean they could fall in love and never be together because the shell separates them. So close, but their cruel prison --the shell-- keeps them apart.  It's so sad! How they must hate their cruel master, The Shell,...
    comments
  • Realization during a crisis

    I don't have anyone left to have open conversations with.. Like, this is very bad for me and no one understands how crucial I need that. I honestly can not be trusted alone with my own thoughts and people just kind of shrug it off like it's no big deal. I am not ok, but I have to keep it together wh...
    comments
  • Not that it matters.

    I keep checking my email to see if you feel how I feel, to see if you will still break this wheel, on the cycle that keeps me from a real heal, not just a temporary bandaid that over time will peel. You were the last of my defense, and your loss has revitalized a great distress, an abandonment I kno...
  • They're back

    I've never done it but they're tempting me, how can I know if I don't and see? My only strength were the promises made, and now abandoned again with each blink all I see is a blade. The two may be harmful but at least for me they're still here! Because alone the quiet is too much to bear. Just one c...