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He’s so fucking good at being bad.

  • My eyes fluttered open and then closed instantly against the harsh light. 
    I was groggy and moved my hands to my eyes, rubbing them.
    Even as I thought it, I realized that something didn't make sense. 
    I'm still remembering the pain!
    It was dark outside.
    This one, this form I hold now.
    I slowly remembered who I was. Slowly, the fog in my mind started to lift. And where I was.
    Seeing the leashed naked girl standing on two long legs.
    Another Dimension, Alternate Universe. There's a shadow just behind me.
    The creature's eyes gazed from the ceiling for a long.
    Suddenly, all of the memories came flooding back to me at once.

    Hit the ground. I'm still remembering the time.

    It hasn't killed you, yet!
    There were other sounds to filter out first.
    Not only was there the constant rushing of air past my ears, but there was also the Song. 
    I'd long ago decided that I didn't have to humour them. 
    The universe reveals its secrets to those who dare to follow their heart.

    We are connected to all living life forms in the universe.

    You spend a lot of time in your head.

    And what if life exists elsewhere? Another planet or another dimension...
    Everything I'd ever achieved I'd done on my own; all my life I'd been given almost nothing but mockery and belittling condescension. I froze at the sound of the familiar, crooning voice, gritting my teeth before spinning round to shout up in defiance.

    You know the greatest danger facing us is ourselves, irrational fear of the unknown.
    Two voices shouted down their contributions from the rooftops. It seemed to last for hours
    It seemed to last for days.
    I feel like more.

    You’d stumble, fumble, trip and fall if you ever walked down my paths at all You’d fail, break down and crawl!
    Where Beauty and Cosmic Energy collide together to create a nebula of powerful creatures.
    The creature asked, looking at his tentacles with captivated fascination.
    "You like to be fucked and bred by various monster-like creatures?
    Three of us hung in screaming ecstasy, in glorious agony, mindless surrender and earthly worship.

    I thought back to the stranger who'd approached me.
    Spiritually I am feeling increasingly connected to myself and also nature.
    Eyes like obsidian watched me every movement. 
    What the fuck is this? This is happening!
     Her hand reached out as if to touch its smooth skin, covered in hydrangea blue, and then came back to her side. With a blink, his eyes changed to a soft emerald green! "Please just tell me what's going on."
    "You have many questions.
    It is understandable after what you have gone through."
    I can only hide my eyes with my cold wet hands.
    You must have been high!
    It seemed to last for hours
    It seemed to last for days.
    One, two...
    I tried to run,
    You caught me.
    He likes your attitude.
    I feel everything.
    Time stands still...

    Three, four...
    Hands-on the floor

    Breathe.
    My story has been told.
    We slow down!

    It's out there.
    As the rush comes.

    No air.

    Five, six...
    Try not to cry,

    After the sky falls. . .

    Seven, eight...
    Keep your legs straight.
    For my dreams, I hold my life.

    I felt increasingly nervous.

    Nine, ten...
    You clear your mind

    We go round one foot nailed down!
    His arms are like snakes.
    I am the breath that leaves your lungs the adrenaline that makes you shake.
    "It has happened." He walked over to her and stood behind her.
    It stood beside her looking at the dead giant in front of them.
    And there's no other place.
    He feeds me his power to survive! In the arms of the devil, I thrive.
    You have unleashed this feral creature within a refined little body that needs to break for you and be offered for your nourishment.
    "I just want to sleep." Words are gone and all that’s left is you and I, standing face to face, bare, bodies on fire, souls aligned.
    ? A tunnel? A wall?
    If I muddle through, will I find unending darkness?
    There’s just something about his hands, strong fucking hands."It gets better every day. 
    The details of your face almost nose to nose with mine start to form.
    I remember the electricity that radiated between us.
    Her magic flashed, and every nerve ending in my body damn near exploded...
    It had become harder and harder to hide on Earth in such a modern world with such widespread electronic eyes now. 
    As you stare into the sky. The sky beneath!
    You get the picture.
    " DARK EXISTENCE ".All I knew was darkness.
    A fantasy world.
    When my demons come out to play. It happens so fast I can’t even scream.
    She had trouble taking it all in, the largeness of it.
    In a world. So intense.
    I had a dream that I was lost... standing in a mist of fog.
    He picked me up with his tail, wrapped me around my arms.
    I remember the infinite darkness.
    There is the grip of madness! That won't ever let me go.
    As the rush comes. My grey skin, my black claws.
    She looks like her world has been torn apart! So perfectly wicked. in that moment.
    It begins.
    As the rush comes.
    So bring it on.
    Sinful.
    So bring it on.
    Depraved.
    So bring it on.
    I'll describe the way I feel!
    Looking in your eyes I saw the darkness. I don’t even want to come back from this. Here within the flames of darkness, I stand! My grey skin, my black claws.
    While he was choking me between his strongest arm.
    As I close my eyes.
    To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive!

    It's killing you for sure.
    And in the night, I could be helpless!
    She is me.

    Skin and flesh and bones.

    Bruises and blood and scars.

    Pretty reminders that I was capable.

    I feel like I’m on another planet! so intense-I am lost within my world.

    In my time of weakness. And make it hurt. I need to be overwhelmed.

    I don’t remember how I got outside. We must have been so far up, hovering above the trees.

    This is what I wrote looking back on my last dance with demons in the darkness, and how I had the strength to push forward.
    It could see me and I could see it.
    In Dreams!
    Feel you, the breath you in until I’m suffocating.

    This dream!
    Don't wait, Don't wait...
    The sky glows. It burns. I am the Lost.
    In my dreams, in my dreams, in my dreams, in my dreams.
    Wake up remember
    It's difficult to hide!
    As the rush comes
    I always do this.
    When I hear them screaming. I don't know if I should run or stay?
    Hold on, stay inside!
    "I also want to be raped by tentacles a lot, I've always loved the idea of tentacle rape," which last for a lifetime.

    Tonight!
    There's so much power in that. He’s so fucking good at being bad.


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