Asphyxiation, My Love

  • My mind has been crushed by this defect

    Internal brain damage and some form of mess
    All these things bottled up inside eat at me
    Nothing gained from the infect
    I hear voices form nowhere calling at me
    I see spirals everywhere it's hurting to even stare
    Got to get control of all this disaster 
    It's leaving me suffering 
    Falling even deeper
     
    Ch: I can't hold on anymore
    I've spent too long in this asylum
    The walls have collapsed on me
    I'm choking from your poison
    All it is just what it is to me
    Asphyxiation, my love 
    You leave me breathless
     
    So hold tight to my neck just squeeze
    I want to feel your pressure 
    You must know that I can't scream
    Because you laugh even louder
    All it seems to be is an illusion 
    Was it just my head fucking with me
    Have I been mind raped 
    What is real
    The fuck is fake
     
    Fuck
    No just fuck
    Some one is screaming too loud
    Must keep the voices down
    It's all in my head
    But they're very real 
    Nothing is real
    All is fake
     
    Ch: I can't hold on anymore
    I've spent too long in this asylum
    The walls have collapsed on me
    I'm choking from your poison
    All it is just what it is to me
    Asphyxiation, my love 
    You leave me breathless