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  • Everybody Knows

    How did we get to this fighting,how did we get to this part,how did you get to this feeling,how did we just fall apart,now do you know that I'm dying,now do you know that it's hard,now do you see I'm revealing,that I am covered in scars,By now everybody knows that we're over,everybody knows that we'...
  • Maybe

    What can I say,this can't be real,am I insane,I cannot deal,I hate the way,the way I feel,so full of pain,I can't conceal,Maybe I could just say I'm not okay,maybe I could just let this fade away,maybe I could just kill myself today,but how,maybe with a bullet right in my brain,maybe with a razor bl...
  • I'm Sorry

    I don't wanna rhyme today,but I had to write this verse,'cause I'll never feel okay,I just keep on feeling worse,I don't wanna feel this way,feels like maybe I've been cursed,I just wanna die today,throw my body in a hearse, hey,I'm sorry that I gave in to weakness,I'm sorry that I couldn't hold on,...
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  • Be Free (Out Of Here)

    I'm open, I'm hoping,this isn't the real me,I'm broken, but coping,this hopelessness fills me,not open, you're joking,this sorrow conceals me,I'm broken and choking,this helplessness kills me,I don't want to be me,I just want to disappear,I don't have to be free,I just have to get out of here,I'm lo...
  • Debt (All I Know)

    It's hard to ignore all the pain in my chest,this doubt in my mind, can I ever find rest,so torn from the war now my heart's just a mess,I'm starting to find I can't cope with my stress,All I know is, I'm awake but I'm still dreaming,all I know is, I hear your call but we're not speaking,all I know ...
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  • It's Alright (I'm Not Okay)

    When I hear the sirens,I pray they're for me,'cause I've been dyin',why'd you have to leave,and I'm still tryin',so hard not to grieve,but I keep cryin',somethin's wrong with me,It's not alright, I'm okay,I'll just let this fade away,I'll ignore all of my pain,and pretend I'm not insane,it's alright...
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  • Prayer

    It seems like every night while I'm lying in bed,I lift up another prayer that by morning I'm dead,and I don't know if you're there,did you hear what I said,or do you just not care,about the thoughts in my head,because the letter was sent,I know that you got it,but this pain won't relent,maybe you j...
  • This Letter

    I want out of this life,that's why I'm writing this letter,I just need to die,that's the only way I'll get better,I've been so stuck in this pain,and it only gets bigger,the only call left to make,is to call the grave digger,I can't handle my feelings,this just can't be the real me,now the thoughts ...
  • On My Own

    It feels like I'm broken,my chest cut wide open,can't breathe, now I'm chokin',and these tears, they keep soakin',for this heart you're revokin',makes me feel like a joke and,I've lost all my hope and,I just feel like I'm broken,So I fall down, down on my knees,as I call out, are you listening,'caus...
  • Goodbye

    I've fought and I've clawed,and I've tried for so long,but I'm just way too flawed,I was never that strong,so I'm losing all hope,getting hard to survive,there's no way I can cope,don't want to be alive,So goodbye, I'm giving in,I'm giving up, no way to defend,so goodbye, this is the bitter end,I've...