Be Free (Out Of Here)

  • I'm open, I'm hoping,
    this isn't the real me,
    I'm broken, but coping,
    this hopelessness fills me,
    not open, you're joking,
    this sorrow conceals me,
    I'm broken and choking,
    this helplessness kills me,

    I don't want to be me,
    I just want to disappear,
    I don't have to be free,
    I just have to get out of here,

    I'm losing, I've lost it,
    I cannot believe this,
    not choosing this cross, it,
    is hard to relieve this,
    amusing, no, not this,
    you cannot deceive it,
    abusing my conscience,
    why must I receive it,

    I don't want to be me,
    I just want to disappear,
    I don't have to be free,
    I just have to get out of here,

    My mind is a nightmare,
    my soul is disaster,
    my thoughts, they don't fight fair,
    I long for a rapture,
    so I can escape this,
    my miserable shell,
    I'm saying I hate this,
    depression is hell,

    I don't want to be me,
    I just want to disappear,
    I don't have to be free,
    I just have to get out of here,

    I don't want to be me,
    I just want to disappear,
    I don't have to be free,
    I just need to get out of here...