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Dear Boyfriend...

  • Dear boyfriend,

     I will never let anyone get to know the real me. I mean, I'm the type of person that means it when I say, "what you see is what you get". But in the end, there will only be me and no one else. That's not bad, it's freeing. No one can take away who I am. It's like being a wild horse with a soul that can't be tamed who is also running in an endless field. I may be sensitive and it's a power of mine. You may not understand it and that's because you are bound by the world's chains of pleasing others, keeping everything "fine", measurements of how convenient things are (or if I am), programed  with the curse of the mentality that emotions automatically = impractical. I'm not perfect and neither are you, but I wish you would see what is right in front of you. The rare times you're actually yourself, that's what I love...the real you. I love you, flaws and all, but I wonder if you can do the same for me. Love isn't "convenient"...it sure as hell isn't convenient loving you. Aren't you glad? I wish I could say the same about you with me...I wasn't created to just look "cute" or "pretty" and then left neglected expecting me to continue to give. I'm not a robot. Here's what I desire: you actually truly wanting to spend time with me, making tiny sacrifices for me, encourage building me up to be a better person, you getting a little jealous (not obsessively over jealous). This is all I ask for...but I'm not going to beg. If you cannot do these things naturally, then we must part ways. I am being patient...it still hurts when you continue to think of yourself. I have a line in the distance and you're on the path to it

     Love,

     The unbroken Queen


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